I've been reading C.S Lewis' Mere Chrisitanity, the other day when I was reading this paragraph stood out to me. If you haven't read this book I reccommend it, so far its really great! C.S Lewis was such a wise man!
"God is the only comfort, He is also the supreme twrroe; the thing we most need and the thing we most want to hide from. He is our only possible ally, and we have made ourselves His enemies. Some people talk as if metting the gaze of absolute goodness would be fun. They need to think again. They are still only playing with religion. Goodness is either the great safety or the great danger - according to the way you react to it. And we have reacted the wrong way."